Monday, December 10, 2007

Good Morning



This photo was taken off the coast of Capetown, South Africa. It was truly a breathtaking sight. If I could transport back to a time in my life, this would be it. Having not seen land for 9 days in the middle of the endless blue ocean is a somewhat humbling feeling. It is powerful....

My thoughts are quickly jolted with a splash of polluted water to the front of me. I couldn't do anything but laugh and think "Only in New York." I felt the burn of tourists eyes as they whispered in their native tongues.

It is 8am and I just got off of work. There's a heavy feeling in the air. The buildings fade into the cloudy mist lying just above making their name "sky scraper" quite literal. I fight against the heavy flow of tourists and excited natives. We are all slaves to time!

It makes me stop and think sometimes, why all the rushing? What are we running toward? A deadline, finals, sunset...we all seem so lost in the rush of the social contruct of time. We fashion our lives around it. I think that is why I chose this picture. It is truly timeless...

The mountain stands silhoutted, a shadow puppet of the rising sun just behind it. It was this very moment in my life when I felt so small, so insignificant. All around me were mesmorized college students. I wondered what it was they were so mesmorized about. Was it that they too felt as if nothing else existed in the world but that mountain. That feeling welling inside of structure, of a surface to rest our feet upon. 9 days of traveling by ship...9 days of timeless sailing into the deep blue, hoping to see a sign of life, and seeing nothing but more water. This photo is devoid of that idea of time. In the four walls of this photo, time stood still and I was the onlooker!

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

pet peeve sundays: What's Next?

pet peeve sundays: What's Next?

PANIC...and Flurries!

As you read this post, you are likely dog earing a page, looking something up in the dictionary or putting a highlighter behind your ear. You might be squandering in the night or it might be 4 am and you are the only one up in NYC, reading this post. Writing a bibliography? Make is easy

Was I right? Thought so. This time of year we like to think of as being happy and serene. A month of bliss and digression from daunting activity. We create, reflect, and even watch out for one and other...It's the one time of year when we take a look at the fact that we're all human beings...go figure! but probably not for you, if you are anything like me.

I'm studying...I have knots in my back the size of pluto, when it was a planet...my life is dissolving, I'm calling out of work and staying up late, and this will probably follow with a cold because the less rest we give ourselves, the more prone we are to contract something ugly. You might even be thinking about graduating...?

suddenly the sky gets dark...your mind races. You think, what am I gonna do? How am I gonna live? Where am I gonna live? How will I pay those fucking bills? But hey, chillax!

The chances are likely that you're a good person (most of you.) You've worked hard and you should continue to work hard...although you may feel doomed (and you probably are) maybe you aren't. I dont think you are, and I'm nobody right? that counts for something

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Why the six train ruins everyone's lives

I got to get this off my chest because it has been driving me insane.

I got jammed in the six train today and you know what? I'd have rather killed myself. Suicide is not funny, but neither is the six train at 7am. I have never seen so many people cram their ass insuch a small space and why? WHY? Why is it that the six always seems to be more crowded than most other trains...or the people seem less forgiving?

Anyhow, I tried doing a rough count and between where I was standing near the door all the way to the middle there were approximately 50 people standing...ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I have never felt more violated by the public in my life and i couldn't help but laugh at how rediculous we all must have looked and how awkward we all quietly and secretly felt. Anyhow...Taxes, raising fares and more have been the topic of many news reports lately and i have to say. We need more frequent six trains or another line that parrallels it.

-The Traffic Dodger